Just wishing a merry Christmas to everyone out there!! No matter how you celebrate it, be happy.
Best wishes this Christmas season!!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Monday, December 21, 2009
My 4 part rant on how I am invisible.
First off, my sisters (Carolynn ans Anngela) are mad at me because I got really mad at them for drinking alot of coca-cola (mom says we aren't aloud) at the movies. My cousin (who is also mad at me and was with us) isn't speaking to me, and to make it worse, she is spending the night here. I know this seems like a stupid fight but I really don't want them to end up like my brother, Chris.
Secondly, it seems like all the people I once called friend are drifting away from the church. Juli, my cousin, Chris, Katya (my best friend), Jenni (we used to be best friends), even my little sisters are caring about it less and less. Chris hasn't been to church in who knows how long and now he is basically a 19 year old bum on the streets of toronto, most likely staying at friend's houses. He keeps saying he's changed but it only lasts until he does something again. He has Bipolar and refuses to take meds. So this is alway the excuse given when he does something.
Third, my so called sweet 16 sucked. My aunt died of breast cancer that morning and only 3 people came to my party (none of them have talked to me in a long while). Jenni (one of the 3 who showed up) was texting more then talking.
Forth, Juli has always been better at everything and I feel like I have always lived in her shadow. Every time I feel like I am peeking out, her shadow just grows. It's always "Wow, juli is so talented at art" or "Juli is so great with kids" or " juli is the coolest" or "Yay, juli got a 90% in math" and I just hate it. No matter how good I am at something, she is either better or congratulated. For example, I almost always go to church, but when juli goes, everyone wants to sit with her. And now, even though she has been going for a few weeks now, she still gets all the attention.
I feel like I might as well be silent and invisible.
Secondly, it seems like all the people I once called friend are drifting away from the church. Juli, my cousin, Chris, Katya (my best friend), Jenni (we used to be best friends), even my little sisters are caring about it less and less. Chris hasn't been to church in who knows how long and now he is basically a 19 year old bum on the streets of toronto, most likely staying at friend's houses. He keeps saying he's changed but it only lasts until he does something again. He has Bipolar and refuses to take meds. So this is alway the excuse given when he does something.
Third, my so called sweet 16 sucked. My aunt died of breast cancer that morning and only 3 people came to my party (none of them have talked to me in a long while). Jenni (one of the 3 who showed up) was texting more then talking.
Forth, Juli has always been better at everything and I feel like I have always lived in her shadow. Every time I feel like I am peeking out, her shadow just grows. It's always "Wow, juli is so talented at art" or "Juli is so great with kids" or " juli is the coolest" or "Yay, juli got a 90% in math" and I just hate it. No matter how good I am at something, she is either better or congratulated. For example, I almost always go to church, but when juli goes, everyone wants to sit with her. And now, even though she has been going for a few weeks now, she still gets all the attention.
I feel like I might as well be silent and invisible.
Friday, November 27, 2009
bored in class
those who stick there nose
where it don't belong
tend to get whacked in the face
not after very long
if you were meant to hear the words
that people talk about
try talking to the person instead
and try to work it out
the next time you wish to hear
everything people say
keep your nose all to yourself
it is a kinder way
where it don't belong
tend to get whacked in the face
not after very long
if you were meant to hear the words
that people talk about
try talking to the person instead
and try to work it out
the next time you wish to hear
everything people say
keep your nose all to yourself
it is a kinder way
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Mother's best friend!
Diamonds may be a girls best friend but once you become a mother, everything changes.
It starts with one, your first child. Who would ever think that this little person, this young thing knowing nothing of life could easily win the hearts of any who stood in the room. With it's soft skin and perfectly cute smile, how could there be anything wrong with it? And the best part is, there is nothing wrong with it. He or she is so innocent, so pure. That is why it is so great to be a mother. Just one look into your child's eyes and you see how great their life can be, and how great you want their life to be. All a mother can do is do her best to love. But sometimes, like everything else in life, you need a break. Mother's, in my opinion, are the most deserving for this break. Whether it's a girl's night out or a night on the town with her man, a mother needs one thing (or should I say person). This is where the mother's best friend comes in, the babysitter. They are usually someone in the neighborhood or a friend or relitive. But, once you find the perfect babysitter, they become like family, and NOTHING is better than family.
So, whether it's a night out with your girls or your man, a good babysitter will always be a mother's best friend. <3>
It starts with one, your first child. Who would ever think that this little person, this young thing knowing nothing of life could easily win the hearts of any who stood in the room. With it's soft skin and perfectly cute smile, how could there be anything wrong with it? And the best part is, there is nothing wrong with it. He or she is so innocent, so pure. That is why it is so great to be a mother. Just one look into your child's eyes and you see how great their life can be, and how great you want their life to be. All a mother can do is do her best to love. But sometimes, like everything else in life, you need a break. Mother's, in my opinion, are the most deserving for this break. Whether it's a girl's night out or a night on the town with her man, a mother needs one thing (or should I say person). This is where the mother's best friend comes in, the babysitter. They are usually someone in the neighborhood or a friend or relitive. But, once you find the perfect babysitter, they become like family, and NOTHING is better than family.
So, whether it's a night out with your girls or your man, a good babysitter will always be a mother's best friend. <3>
Monday, September 28, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Calgary, and whatever has happend since!
OhMiGosh!!!!!!!! Calgary was the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait to go back.
I hope to be able to get away for march break and run away to toronto.
i know this is short but i am really busy so i'll post more later
I hope to be able to get away for march break and run away to toronto.
i know this is short but i am really busy so i'll post more later
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